[00:00 - 00:05] The speaker's family still calls them "gig" to this day.

[01:10 - 01:18]They are comfortable being called "giga-corga."

[03:26 - 03:34]The speaker is the host of a show called "Trash Taste."

[04:47 - 04:54]The producer interrupts the intro, causing frustration.

[05:03 - 05:10]They apologize for their unconventional intro and promise to continue it.

[05:03 - 05:10]The speaker introduces their co-hosts.

[05:49 - 05:55]They do not want to be called "anime" by their parents.

[05:49 - 05:55]They prefer being called "the anime zone" by others.

[06:05 - 06:13]They briefly mention another movie, "Paprika," by the same director.

[06:13 - 06:21]They discuss watching the movie "Perfect Blue" and how it inspired many other works.

[06:27 - 06:33]The speaker shares their favorite movie by the director, "Perfect Blue."

[06:43 - 06:51]The speaker and co-hosts discuss their thoughts and experiences watching the movie.

[06:51 - 06:56]They also mention "Millennium Actress," another movie by the same director.

[07:02 - 07:09]The movie explores the theme of public personas and how much control online celebrities have over them.

[07:02 - 07:09]The movie tells the story of a woman's life through various films she has shot.

[07:09 - 07:22]The director seamlessly transitions between real life and movies within the movie.

[00:00 - 07:22]The speaker and their co-hosts discuss watching the movie "Perfect Blue" and its exploration of public personas. They also mention other works by the same director.

[07:46 - 07:53]The speaker discusses their discomfort with the way people perceive and treat YouTubers, with a particular example of a friend who is perceived as a "Disney character" but is a normal person in real life.

[09:47 - 09:55]They mention a film called Perfect Blue and recommend it to anyone who consumes online content.

[12:43 - 12:51]The discussion turns to "plane movies" and how they are often lower quality films that are watched out of boredom on long flights.

[12:51 - 12:58]They share a personal experience of watching a film called Markia on a flight and crying, leading them to want to watch it again on a big screen.

[13:56 - 14:05]Markia is a movie that was not heavily advertised but had a strong emotional impact on the speaker.

[07:23 - 14:05]The speaker discusses their discomfort with the way YouTubers are perceived and treated, shares a personal experience of watching a film called Markia on a flight and crying, and recommends both Perfect Blue and Markia to others.

[14:10 - 14:15]Two friends discuss a seemingly unknown anime movie by writer and director Orca Damari.

[14:23 - 14:28]The movie was not advertised and was only discovered by one of the friends.

[14:40 - 14:48]The friends discuss the emotional impact of watching a movie on a plane and not being able to cry or react loudly.

[15:08 - 15:14]They then discuss the riskiest things they have watched on a flight, including prison school and Game of Thrones.

[18:52 - 18:59]The conversation shifts to watching explicit content in public, specifically on Twitter.

[18:59 - 19:04]The movie discussed is Markia, and the group discusses the emotional impact of the film.

[19:10 - 19:15]The speaker shares an awkward experience of accidentally showing explicit content on a crowded train.

[19:59 - 20:10]The speaker moves to Japan and initially feels self-conscious about what he is looking at on his phone.

[14:05 - 20:10]Friends discuss an anime movie they watched on a plane, the emotional impact of watching movies on a plane, and the riskiest things they have watched on a flight. They also discuss watching explicit content in public and share awkward experiences. The movie discussed is Markia and the speaker's initial self-consciousness when moving to Japan.

[20:10 - 20:15] The speaker is tired and talks about finding time to look at handouts.

[22:20 - 22:33]They discuss a picture on Twitter that may be suggestive.

[22:20 - 22:33]They mention a time when they saw a cropped photo and later found out it was not what they initially thought.

[22:20 - 22:33]The speaker and others laugh about finding the photo and retweeting it.

[22:42 - 22:55]The conversation shifts to the drama and controversies happening on YouTube and Twitter.

[23:02 - 23:22]They express feeling overwhelmed and exhausted by trying to keep up with all the information and news.

[23:45 - 23:54]They mention the current state of the world with the coronavirus pandemic.

[24:16 - 24:26]The speaker mentions the tragedy of the bar for being a decent content creator being not touching kids.

[24:46 - 24:58]The speaker talks about the changing and evolving landscape of YouTube and the pressure to make certain types of content.

[24:58 - 25:22]They discuss the rise of commentary and drama channels on YouTube.

[26:11 - 26:23]The conversation turns to Twitter and how it can be a cesspit but also useful for staying updated on what other YouTubers are doing.

[26:45 - 26:56]The speakers mention using Twitter for ludes and memes.

[27:22 - 27:33]They express frustrations with getting involved in arguments or drama on Twitter.

[27:22 - 27:33]The speakers agree that it's not worth getting involved in drama or arguments on Twitter.

[27:33 - 27:47]The speaker talks about how even seemingly agreeable statements can become controversial on Twitter.

[27:58 - 28:22]They use drinking water as an example.

[20:10 - 28:32]The speakers discuss being tired and finding time for social media, specifically Twitter. They talk about a suggestive photo on Twitter and a past incident with a cropped photo. The conversation then shifts to the drama and controversies happening on YouTube and Twitter, expressing feeling overwhelmed and exhausted by trying to keep up with everything. They mention the tragedy of the bar for being a decent content creator being not touching kids, and discuss the rise of commentary and drama channels on YouTube. The speakers also mention the current state of the world with the coronavirus pandemic. They express frustrations with getting involved in arguments or drama on Twitter and use drinking water as an example. They conclude that it's not worth getting involved in drama on Twitter.

[28:42 - 28:55] The speaker hates dealing with hate and has become less vocal with their opinions due to negative reactions from their large following.

[30:01 - 30:09]They compare their current situation to when they were not famous and no one cared about their opinions.

[34:53 - 35:01]The speaker believes that the solution to dealing with hate is for people to check themselves online and not be a dick.

[35:18 - 35:24]The speaker and their friends have learned to ignore hate comments and not let them affect them.

[35:24 - 35:47]A good friend of the speaker also received a lot of hate when they became famous and they never truly got over it.

[36:11 - 36:17]A key piece of advice given by someone who has dealt with hate is that you learn to deal with it but it never stops hurting.

[36:17 - 36:24]They have come to accept that hate is a part of having a large following but it still hurts.

[28:32 - 36:24]The speaker and their friends have learned to cope with the hate they receive as famous content creators, but it still hurts and they believe the solution is for people to not be hateful online.

[41:08 - 41:14] Narrator discusses the impact of negative comments on social media

[42:54 - 43:05]Discusses the importance of treating others with respect online

[43:17 - 43:28]Reflects on how difficult it can be to handle hate and backlash on social media

[43:17 - 43:28]Talks about numbness to negative comments and the impact on some YouTubers

[43:17 - 43:28]Shares a personal story about a YouTuber who didn't handle the pressure well

[43:28 - 43:35]Talks about trying to deal with the situation

[43:50 - 43:59]Shares personal experience of a friend becoming a meme and receiving death threats

[44:06 - 44:20]Mentions recent events and the need to promote good behavior online

[44:06 - 44:20]Offers help to new or rising YouTubers

[36:24 - 44:37]The narrator discusses the impact of negative comments on social media, shares personal stories and experiences, and emphasizes the need for good behavior online. They also offer help to new or rising YouTubers.

[44:52 - 45:04]The speaker discusses the fame of a woman in the past and how she became popular on YouTube without even uploading anything.

[45:37 - 45:45]They mention that she made a mistake by creating a Discord server which quickly became a "cesspit" and caused her to become a target on 4chan.

[49:14 - 49:21]The speaker believes that there is a healthy way to build a career online, but it requires a good understanding of the internet.

[49:21 - 49:35]The speaker tried to help her start a career on YouTube, but she faced harassment and threats from online trolls.

[49:21 - 49:35]They also discuss opportunistic YouTubers trying to capitalize on the woman's fame.

[49:41 - 49:54]The speaker is grateful for their slow climb to success, as it allowed them to learn from their mistakes and handle negative comments.

[50:03 - 50:12]They share personal experiences with dealing with hate comments and how it can be overwhelming.

[50:21 - 50:42]They mention a sponsorship with Bookwalker and promote various anime series and light novels.

[52:05 - 52:13]The speaker asks the others about their thoughts on the current state of anime YouTube and if it is in a healthy spot.

[52:05 - 52:13]The state of anime YouTube is compared to other online communities.

[44:37 - 52:30]The speaker discusses the fame of a woman and her mistake of creating a Discord server, leading to harassment and threats from online trolls. They also share personal experiences with handling hate comments and promote a Bookwalker sponsorship. They ask for thoughts on the current state of anime YouTube, comparing it to other online communities.

[53:02 - 53:19]The speaker initially had a negative view of the anime community and some of its members.

[53:41 - 53:54]However, the community has grown significantly in the last five years.

[53:41 - 53:54]With growth comes problems and toxic behavior from some members.

[53:41 - 53:54]The community used to be small and everyone knew each other, but now it has become too big and fragmented.

[54:00 - 54:16]There are now many different smaller communities within the larger anime community.

[55:11 - 55:21]The speaker has always been on the outskirts of the community and never felt fully accepted.

[55:21 - 55:29]They had a friend in the community who turned out to be a problematic person and they ended their friendship.

[57:19 - 57:28]Despite the negative experiences, the speaker still enjoys making anime content and sees the community as more general and widespread now.

[57:28 - 57:40]The speaker removed all their collab videos with this person and distanced themselves from the situation.

[59:43 - 59:50]This person identified as male but was born female, and was later charged with molestation.

[52:30 - 1.00:38]The speaker had a negative view of the anime community and has had some negative experiences with certain members, including a former friend who was later charged with molestation. However, they still enjoy making anime content and have seen the community grow and become more widespread in the last five years.

[1.02:07 - 1.02:12]The speaker reflects on a past experience where they were involved with someone who turned out to be harmful and manipulative.

[1.02:47 - 1.02:56]They regret not listening to their instincts and feeling guilty for potentially enabling the person's behavior.

[1.06:10 - 1.06:20]The speaker discusses the dangers of meeting people online and the importance of being cautious when meeting them in real life.

[1.06:49 - 1.07:01]They mention their early YouTube career and how they bonded with other gaming YouTubers, some of whom turned out to be different in person.

[1.07:30 - 1.07:43]The speaker and the host discuss the strange habit in the anime YouTube community of ranking and comparing content creators.

[1.08:25 - 1.08:30]The speaker shares their understanding of how the anime community operates as an outsider.

[1.08:36 - 1.08:48]They break down how the anime community categorizes content into "reviews" and "analytical" videos.

[1.00:38 - 1.09:02]The speaker reflects on a past experience, discusses the dangers of meeting people online, and shares their understanding of the anime YouTube community's ranking and categorization habits.

[1.10:13 - 1.10:25]Some YouTubers in the anime community are obsessed with creating videos about specific shows or ranking anime shows in general.

[1.11:36 - 1.12:04]This obsession often leads to a "circle jerk" where they criticize each other's work and fight over who can create the best content.

[1.15:14 - 1.15:22]These YouTubers make content to impress and receive validation from each other, rather than for their audience.

[1.15:14 - 1.15:22]It is important for content creators to focus on making good content rather than trying to impress others.

[1.15:28 - 1.15:37]This phenomenon is not unique to the anime community, as similar patterns can be seen in other communities such as the abridging community.

[1.15:37 - 1.15:51]Team Four Star is an example of a successful YouTuber who did not follow the "meta game" and instead focused on creating content they thought was good.

[1.15:51 - 1.15:59]The speaker, a voice actor, personally experienced the success of Team Four Star's "Hellsing Abridged" and notes that it was unique and not trying to copy others.

[1.15:59 - 1.16:10]However, some YouTubers who take a unique approach and do not follow the same formula as others can still find success.

[1.16:19 - 1.16:29]When a big channel praises a smaller YouTuber, it often leads to a chain of compliments and validation within the community.

[1.09:02 - 1.16:58]The main point is that some YouTubers in certain communities prioritize impressing and receiving validation from each other, rather than creating good content for their audience.

[1.17:58 - 1.18:10]Youtubers focused on making funny content, not necessarily good content

[1.21:20 - 1.21:31]Not every creator who makes content for themselves produces quality work

[1.23:58 - 1.24:04]Sometimes, content must be sacrificed for the sake of a catchy title

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]Respect doesn't pay the bills on YouTube

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]YouTube algorithm favors videos with high views

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]Some creators complain about being shadow-banned, but it's often because their content is not good

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]Marketing and titling videos is a balancing act for YouTubers

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]Personal growth and improvement as a creator is important

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]It's normal for creators to dislike their older content as they continue to improve

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]Some creators get stuck making one type of content, but it's important to branch out

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]It took time for the speaker to break away from making only one type of content

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]Quality and enjoyment of content has improved for the speaker

[1.24:18 - 1.24:24]It's difficult for creators to watch their own content

[1.24:24 - 1.24:30]The speaker used to help comic dubbers with their content

[1.16:58 - 1.24:30]Making quality content and successfully marketing it on YouTube is a balancing act for creators. Personal growth and improvement is important, and it's common for creators to dislike their older content as they continue to improve. It's important to branch out and not get stuck making one type of content.

[1.24:30 - 1.24:44]Homestuck comics were popular and easy to get views on Youtube.

[1.26:43 - 1.26:50]Many Youtubers would branch out to other content, but it wouldn't get as many views.

[1.26:43 - 1.26:50]Some Youtubers get discouraged when their new content doesn't perform well.

[1.26:50 - 1.26:57]It's important to make the content you want, not just what gets views.

[1.28:07 - 1.28:15]Changing content can be difficult, but it's possible to succeed with persistence.

[1.28:07 - 1.28:15]The speaker experienced this with their Black Bottle content.

[1.28:22 - 1.28:34]Starting from zero can be an advantage because there's nothing to lose.

[1.28:49 - 1.28:57]The speaker also experienced this with their Corpse Party content.

[1.29:03 - 1.29:14]Changing content can be scary, but it's important to evolve and constantly look for new approaches.

[1.29:03 - 1.29:14]The speaker credits their survival on Youtube to constantly evolving their content.

[1.29:27 - 1.29:41]The speaker learned different approaches from other Youtubers, like moving to Japan.

[1.31:23 - 1.31:31]Some Youtubers approach content the same way, which can make it feel stale.

[1.31:44 - 1.31:54]The speaker has been trying to improve their comfort on camera and making scripted content feel more natural.

[1.24:30 - 1.32:10]Consistent evolution and finding new approaches is the key to surviving on Youtube.

[1.32:10 - 1.32:18] The speaker discusses their experience with scripting in their YouTube videos

[1.33:42 - 1.33:48]They mention starting with no scripts and gradually incorporating them

[1.34:58 - 1.35:06]They express their preference for improvisation and dislike for scripted content

[1.35:41 - 1.35:53]The speaker talks about their creative process and how they come up with ideas in the shower or while shitting

[1.36:28 - 1.36:38]They mention a funny dream that led to a video idea

[1.37:44 - 1.38:05]The speaker wonders if their audience finds these behind-the-scenes stories interesting

[1.38:12 - 1.38:32]They give a shoutout to their patrons and sponsors

[1.38:38 - 1.38:51]The speaker invites their audience to send them their own "enituber tier lists"

[1.38:51 - 1.39:15]They joke about being placed on the "empty tier"

[1.39:15 - 1.39:33]The speaker signs off and thanks the audience for tuning in Summary:

[1.39:15 - 1.39:33]Speaker discusses their experience with scripting in YouTube videos

[1.39:15 - 1.39:33]Prefers improvisation over scripted content

[1.39:39 - 1.39:40]Started with no scripts and gradually incorporated them

[1.39:39 - 1.39:40]Creative process involves thinking of ideas in the shower or while shitting

[1.39:39 - 1.39:40]Funny dream led to a video idea

[1.39:39 - 1.39:40]Wondering if audience finds behind-the-scenes stories interesting

[1.39:39 - 1.39:40]Gives shoutout to patrons and sponsors

[1.39:39 - 1.39:40]Invites audience to send in their own "enituber tier lists"

[1.39:39 - 1.39:40]Jokes about being placed on the "empty tier"

[1.32:10 - 1.39:40]Signs off and thanks audience for tuning in